Saturday, June 7, 2008

church camp is finished.
GAHH! when shoppin, I GOT TWO NEW T(s) :-)
big whoop.
things are same 0:
except some stuff(s)
I GOT A NEW CAMERA! LUMIX FX55. andand,
*drumrolls*
IT'S PINK YAWWW;-D
hehe.
big deal;]
but OMGOAT,i am so in love with it!:}
*big kissy to my PINK CAMERA*

revive is tonite.
WHEEEEEEE*
hehe.

school is startin soon.
crap. nvmnvm,
:D

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

stuff said and done

so many things have pass buy since January until June... I feel a little bit older now.... (swt)
there are so many things that are happening and going to happen.... UPSR is in 170 over days, i think... I feel stressed since January.... I feel like dying right now... But, i think that what i mean by stuff said and done is that some of my friends separated with me, they didn't want to be with me, but i don't think i need to care, i feel stressed enough and shouldn't worry and stressed about my ex-friends(Which they always call me their best friends)..... i just wanna tell those who don't accept me that i'm sorry for getting you in so much trouble if i did, i'm really happy when we were close, well, it's just ending, i'll take a bow.

Sunday, May 25, 2008

edits

I AM BACK:D
this is melissa.
BTW: CAMP IS COMING IN LIKE 6DAYS! AND I AM GOING SWIMIN AND GONAA GO DARKDARK;D HAHAH
since holiday has began and my life feels like a big FULLSTOP
it's so BORING;D
ahhaha, and to prevent myself from becomin MORBID.
i shall take imges and editt them:D
this is my dream phone but it belongs to IMS. hehe

it took me like 2 hours to do this.
this is mimi's shoe. she got realy mad cos i took a pic of her shoe:D
hahah. i love this:D

images captured by:melissa(on ira's camera)

editted by: melissa.

Saturday, April 26, 2008

:)
we haven't been blogging lately, sorry.
27/03 and 18/04 has already passed. and we're like officially 12!
there will be no images of our daily lives
as my camera dah hilang. (de sorang puki bjet cool amik kite punye,nnt i jmpe die,mti tros dowh!)

let's see my points:

-I saw that person's real personality.
-i learned from my mistakes
-i took chances.
-i cried
- i fought
-i screamed.
- i am different
and i am not sure if thats a bad or good thing.


CHELSIA BLOG!
I NEED TO STUDYY;D

Sunday, April 13, 2008

You said it all....

I thought I could trust your words...
I thought you were my best friend...
I thought that I could trust you...
But,
Trust was the last thing you promised...
I shouldn't have let you come in my life and haunt me..
You swallowed me and spitted me out,
Using me was all you can do,
You told me that we would be friends,
You told me all the wonders of the earth,
You told me that I was your one and only trustworthy friend,
You told me so many things...

Now, you told me stuff that hurt me,
So many white lies you told me before,
You shouldn't have.......
I still can't believe that I let you in....
I should move on....
Get a new life....
Be a better person...

Thanks for your shoulder when I cried,
Thanks for the great memories,
I cherished them all,
Well, it's time to let you go from the cage,
Fly free,
Go....
I don't want to see you anyways.....

Friday, March 14, 2008

Way back Into Love

This song is really sweet, the lyrics are sweet, everything is sweet about this song... So, here are the lyrics...I can't put the video.
I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past
I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

Oh oh oh

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

Thursday, March 13, 2008

Stand out from the crowd....- Chelsia



I feel this picture very interesting... It's makes me wanna smile sometimes.... Being under control from my parents for a few days, they told me to stand out from the crowd... Be very proud of who you are...and always be happy like that picture over there... Well, my exams are over, my homework is finished.... Just waiting to walk into fire again during April. All my exams are coming back to kill me. I feel that this year is a very challenging year for me...To stay happy all the time in school, I just cry at home.... tears just flow down like rain....
Sometimes, I wish there was someone out there who can comfort me every time... Well, I found that someone a few days before the holidays... That's Jesus. When I was trying to find that picture for comforting, I found this...It was trying to say something like this little girl finds comfort by that light over there...Haven't you heard? Light up the darkness? Like, the darkness is like our sadness, and the light is like the comfort or something? Well, gotta go.